WHEN YOU READ THIS… IT’S AN EXPLOSION YOU WILL NEVER FORGET. AND THESE WORDS ARE NOT ENOUGH!
It’s a decade now… I have been hoping for a change, some improvement. From my end, I think there were good improvements and there’s a lot of it, making me the ordinary woman to the super woman. Besides, this is not about me. I don’t have to defend myself all the time. I have done so much that proved how worthy I am, how industrious I have become, and so on…
I have always tried to understand this and that, I have extended my patience and I have become the ultimate superwoman. But… hello. I, too am a human being. I feel tired too, I get hurt too and right now I just wanted to explode. I think I am entitled to that too.
I don’t really complain but am I not entitled to my own opinion? my own thoughts? Okay, yeah, you may be right…yeah you may have your own opinion too…But please, just for a second. Listen to me!!! Your opinion sucks! You’ve been making decisions right on the spot and then there after…. what comes out of it? You leave me hanging with your F—/$%$^ ing decision. Who suffers? I do! You decide to start a business and I supported you and even invested my damn savings on it…then, all of a sudden you just decided to stop? Are you out of your mind? Now this is really making me explode with anger!!!
Hello? Are you even thinking? How selfish have you become? Or are you really that kind of person that I failed to see? And while you think your ass out…Think AGAIN! I work hard for the family too. I work hard…and damn too hard with all the children and chores to do…to what? To pay the bills, to bring food on the table, to bring the children to school, to leave something behind even after the Good Lord decides that I am going to heaven.
And have you seen that? Have you seen all the effort I’ve brought to this family? And what do I get in return? Oh yeah, sorry. I have to acknowledge that too. Thank you for your contributions…your salary which eventually you get back for you to have a drinking spree, to buy a pack of Marlboro to burn, and not to mention, the money you need to start in Vegas Casino…Total it all, you left your family with ZERO!
Now, writing this short note, it really makes me feel good. It makes the burden lighter. But I wish I could tell it in your FACE!